The last few weeks have been a little tough. I'm having a hard time adjusting out here. Heck, even my fingers are having a hard time typing in this freezing Mickey D's. I don't think I see us being here not even a year,maybe. But the thought of moving again just gets me irritated. And Elijah's getting older which means kindergarten, soon. Some days I wake up like 'Oh this isn't so bad, I think we'll like it here.' Other days, not so much. Just frustrated with well, what i'm suppose to be doing with my/our life. Being a stay at home mom is what I want to continue doing of course, no doubt. But at the same time I want to start my own thing/business. I want to be able to live where ever we like. Of course, California has my heart and being out there again someday near the beach, would simply be a dream come true. Writing is a huge passion of mine, and if I could blog all day for a career that also, would be a dream. It's just hard getting started it seems. I have some other ideas in the process, but then again doubt likes to try and kick in.
So yeah, that's where I'm at. Just all over the place.
The other day we got invited to a friends daughter's adoption day celebration, which was really a nice time. We were having just casual conversation before her friends had arrived and she was telling us 'yeah my friends who are about to get here...their millionaires.' I thought ok thats a little random, but pretty cool too. Intimidating later knowing your sitting down having freakin' dinner with millionaires. But they were so down to earth, you almost couldn't even tell. They were highschool sweethearts, worked for a little bit and then had the urge to eventually start their own business. However many years later,they made it. They started their very first company in their 20's, called Curves. Sounds pretty familiar right? :) Which they still own the now, very popular gym. Made some other investments in companies and now have their own successful solar business. Their kids are even home schooled and love it. All of this gave Dylan and I even more encouragement to go after something. Not that its about making millions one day, but just going after something we find passion in and helping impact others. &All of that gave me this tiny,itsy bitsy reminder... we should all embrace being young or however old we are. Wherever we're at. It's all a process and a journey. Whatever your passionate about, stick to it and go all out chasing it.
So, at the end of the day we chose to come to this different kind of place called Connecticut//the never ending freeze capital,even in April. And well, while we're here we'll make the most of it//work harder than ever chasing those passions, while having faith one day it'll lead to some success.
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So, at the end of the day we chose to come to this different kind of place called Connecticut//the never ending freeze capital,even in April. And well, while we're here we'll make the most of it//work harder than ever chasing those passions, while having faith one day it'll lead to some success.
♡♡
That's the right attitude, Ti. Just make it work while you're there; make the most of it. Maybe it'll become home or it'll open the doors to something else. You never know. And that is really cool that you met those people who own Curves. That could be an opportunity in the future or just inspiration for you to know it can be done. Love ya and I know you'll figure it out ♡♡.
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